Don't worry

I'm not going to bore you with whinging on about how i feel ill, and how many boxes of tissues i've used up over the weekend.

Suffice to say though that i do, and two.

Today i went to Villa Park for a meeting with the company i work for in Birmingham. It was nice meeting up with the people i started off with, and i had a good chat with Paul who works at POCL with me.

I would also like to allay the fears of people who have read another on-line journal which concerns me. It isn't exactly true. Naturally truth can be a way of seeing things, but this truth isn't how i see it. There is more going on that meets the eye, so don't be too quick to condemn.

After all if you a friendly with someone who describes herself as a bitch and then acts like one, you should expect it.

Not that i was, indeed quite the opposite. I don't have to chat to everyone on ICQ as soon as they come on. I don't come at someones beck and call like a dog. Nor should i be blamed for a non-existant relationship failing.

What would you think if someone who you were trying to pin down a holiday with, suddenly took off on a holiday of their own, and then informed you that they wouldn't be able to take anymore days holiday.

Well, i wondered why, and then realised that it didn't matter. Yes, it was annoying and hurtful, but i am me. I've survived worse, and am certainly capable of going somewhere on my own.

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