But this isn't a pity party. Before i met everyone at the pub, i slipped into the zen store in Brindley place. They don't have a website yet. I used to pop in quite regularly when i was taking Japanese lessons at the Brasshouse.

I had decided that i wanted some relaxation music, and the girl behind the coutner recommended this. I really love it. Nature sounds, and music too. I played it several times, all the way through, over the weekend.

I didn't win an anti-bloggie.

Have you been watching the Olypmics? I was watching the Women's half-pipe last night. It was wonderful. Before then i never saw the attraction to snow-boarding, but those women made it look graceful and thrilling. I will never be able to compete at that level, i am just too short. I wish that they did an olypmics for people who are outside of the norm, but are not disabled.

I guess i just can try and do whatever it is i chose to do, to the best of my ability.

Which reminds me. Today i am going for my first CBT session.

Which also reminds me. I have felt a little uneasy about that separated bloke. He wanted to meet me very quickly, and i didn't feel right. Then i read this week's Sunday Times magazine, and they suggested chatting via email for a couple of weeks. That seems more sensible to me.

I'm jumping all over the place today! Friday night i looked through the property pages of the local freebie paper. There are quite a few properties going in a place called badgers close. I wonder why?

But i thought again. Yes i can get the mortgage, but can i actually afford the payments? Half of my salary goes to the taxman and to my employee share plan. I should hopefully see some return on investment in March, but i am feeling quite poor now!

I also put on 3lbs on Satuday, and i feel as if i have put on a couple more today. Heifer.

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