Apparently i was quoted in the guardian last week. Anyone see it?

In a bit of a panic today. Can't remember if i took my medication last night or not. If i haven't things are going to get pretty bad, because i run out tomorrow and couldn't get another appointment to replace until Friday.

If i did remember, everything is ok. Blast my stupid lack of memory. Blast the fact that when i forget i get so anxious. I don't usually forget (haven't forgotten in years), but the fact that i cannot remember what i did, and i have to wait such a long time. I even bought my gym kit with me so i wouldn't have to go home first, but now i will. So long... 7 horus before i can find out. By then it's too late anyway... Was it last night or Saturday night that i wokr up to check? Or was it Friday. Damn it, i wish my short-term memory was better. I try and recall last nights events, but it all blurs so much. Did i take it before i went to the gym?

I talk to myself, and tell myself that even if i forgot i have a chitty somewhere for an extra couple of packs that the chemist didn't have last time around. The chemist shuts at 6:30, if i leave work at 5 i can easily make that...yes. Now all i have to do is find the slip...again my memory fails me. And i pray that i didn't throw it away. But if i leave at 5, that's only a few hours away.

I am going to se the doctor anyway on Friday, i will ask about what i can do for my memory losses.

Did i throw it away> I cannot remember. Although i have not thrown any rubbish recently... Please be there. Please let me have taken it. ONly 5 more horus to go.

posted by small 10:59 AM