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Hey, groovy new Fridayfive!
1. What shampoo do you use?
Tuesday night i cried and cried. I can hardly remember Dad now, even though it's nearly three years since his death. I looked at the photos which are in mums room. she has three, one taken when dad was (probably) in his 30's, one in his 40's and one in his 50's. He looks very old in his 50's, and his face seems a different shape. I wonder if that was due to the damage in his brain? He looked as if he had the troubles on the world on his shoulders, and in a way he had. His business was in trouble after being sued by a former client, and he had two daughters to support through university, and he had recently remortgaged the house, so instead of having a very little left to pay on it, as most of my friends parents do...well you can imagine.
Sometimes i feel so guilty about speaking to him over the phone, and being upset (due to depression) when he had troubles of his own.
I wish i could speak to him again, although perhaps not in his fifties. Perhaps in his forties, when he was younger with more energy and whatever it was that damaged his brain hadn't begun to take such a hold on his personality.
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