I forgot to mention ow i am doing with my not spending money. Well i did spend a little on Sunday,a new t-shirt from m&s. I thougth it was the same style as the other 5 black t-shirts i have from there, but it isn't. It's longer below both hip and stomach, which is an unflattering length on someone as short as me, and the shoulders seem bigger and baggier. I'm hoping that it will shrink a little when i wash it, and this will get rid of that problem.

Guilt has finally got the better of me. On the first night of the WM course i wasn't asked for payment, and it was only the next day that i realised this. And i have been continuing to not pay. Tonight though, i am going to go into the gym and leave three cheques. It's what i should have done 3 weeks ago. Yes, it's a fair bit of money, but i think that it will be worth it. And then the following three months i could save up and treat myself to a lovely lulu guiness handbag...completely impractical, but i love them.

I realised today that these people are toxic...i changed my indentifier on MSN from Princess Buttercup to "you have no power over me!" Clearly on a bit of a 80's vibe still. Tis person wanted to know why, i told her that i just changed it because. I also mentioned about the 80's film connection, and mentioned that no-one had noticed that yet! Her reply?

"prob got better hings tp think about."

Charming. Not really a very friendly comment. I am so much better off not giving someone like that so much power over me!

I released my first book into the wild yesterday , and it was picked up fairly quickly. No response yet, and i suppose i will probably never get one.

I had another email from club sirus. This time offering me membership at the price of 449. This is pretty tempting.. I try and save around 500 quid each month, and this would eat into it (if i save another 500 quid, i would be rather poor!). It also gives me an extra couple of days to think about it.

Should i? Shouldn't I?

posted by small 5:03 PM