I wish i could write like Scott.

There never seems to be much coherence in what i write nowadays. Although i know that part of it is due to keeping so much inside.

I meant to write about RSVP. Remember i sent off for some information, but there was very little in the way of prices, or even membership types? I was phoned up by one of their admin team and decided to be blunt and ask. I'm sure it's not very good etiquette, but i truly wanted to know how much, and what i would get. Prices start from about 300 quid, and i think go up to 7 or 8 hundred. The lowest gets you a couple of dates where your information is sent out and someone picks you. The middle is computer matching, and i guess you get to choose, and the last one is personalised matching.

I think that i will think about it.

I went for a one to one at the gym last night as part of this weight management course. I eat too little, and need to eat more in general. This was very hard for me to take, and she correctly analysed that i do have a fear of eating. I am afraid that if i start, i will over eat. I was close to tears at some points, because many of the things she said hit home...but i wasn't ready to talk about them.

I am trying to eat more, especially fruit and veggies, and she wants me to eat in the evenings. I'm not sure how i will manage that, since i am not comfortable eating so late. But i will try it one step at a time.

I also have a slightly different gym plan. She felt that i was working too hard. Which could be true. I'm also going to wear a heart rate monitor so that i can see that i am working at the right intensity.

All good things.

posted by small 4:48 PM