And today i got pulled into an office by my manager and told basically that my outburst and leaving the office for a while a few weeks ago was not acceptable. I mean, i know that...but telling me that doesn't help. It just makes me feel even worse than i already am.

And it did. I am truly beginning to wonder if i should stay here. Or if its just a temporary blip. I hope it's a blip. But maybe...oh i don't know. I have so much fear and anger inside, and its killing me.