It's been a long time since i've written a proper update.

So what have I been up to?

I've been studying very hard, which takes up so much of my time. Marcus has his 3rd birthday, and he brings a smile to my face and joy in my heart whenever i see him.

There is nothing that can help you to rediscover the wonder of life as much as seeing it all afresh through the eyes of a 3 year old!

I thought i found someone, but he sent me a text with nasty things in it. It distressed me greatly, and i know that he is not right for me. I want someone who will treat me like a princess, as I believe that i truly deserve to be treated in that manner, rather than as a free whore.

I am coming to the slow realisation that my dream of a husband and children will not happen. It is extremely saddening, but there are many useful things that I can do with my time.

I have ordered a carpet for my study, and hope to finish this room off in the next month. Then i will look to ordering carpet for my bedroom and finish that off over the summer. Then hire someone to strip and wallpaper the 2nd bedroom....and so on! It never ends.

But i am tired of being ashamed of my house, and hope to have a lot done by exam time!

I completed 2003 annual return for the OUSA WM RF. Given my maths skills and confidence, this was a great challenge, and a real boost to me.

posted by small 3:57 PM