The last comment that was left was about how Adorable has changed. How there is less introspection than before.

I suppose one reason for this is that nothing in my life has changed, so there is nothing new to think over and talk about.

How i wish that that were not true!

I went on a hen night on Saturday. It makes me realise how much i am missing out on things by being single when all my friends are married. There were two friends, who are roughly my age, and they go on girlie holidays and go clubbing and generally have a good time. Me, i usually end up reading stories to my friends kids! I don't begrudge them that, as i love their kids...but oh how i do wish for something else.

I know i coul do it if i took up SPICE again. But the OU is taking up so much (too much) time. I need to find a balance, and it's difficult at the moment. Maybe i should book something...

posted by small 4:28 PM