I'm not going to obsess anymore.

I am supposed to be going to a wedding this weekend, and i have just been invited to the informal stag do... Yes i know i'm a girl, but i think that sums up a lot of my Salford experience really! Despite my size (i was pretty thin back then!) i was well able to drink many of my male compatriots under the table. Possibly because i woudl challenge them to spirit drinking contests and they were used to drinking beer!

I am not sure about going. 1 i haven't got a hotel booked...and 2 someone will need to feed charlie. It's a poor excuse, and i am more worried really about seeing these people again.

I don't look as i did (being something like twice the weight i as back then) and i am not exactly doing well in any area of my life...

I swear i have spent less this month but am worse off. I have 17 quid to last until payday. This is a slight problem as i will have to buy at least 3 loads of petrol (around 25 quid a go) and exciting still like cat food. I'm lucky that at least for this week i have food enough in my freezer. I will need to purchase some stuff for next weeks food - but it's not much and will only come to around 5 pounds, but still.

Missed a call from Harriet today. I think she's going to be my new trainer. She's only earlys on Wednesday and off Thursday which leaves Friday. Friday is always a bad day to arrange things due to traffic being much heavier than normal. As i have paid for a session the receptionist passed my call to Dan (another trainer) who reckons that Harriet could fit me in twice next week. Ok so one of those days is going to be a Friday - but i might swing it for a weekend if she is in. I will phone her tomorrow and see what can be arranged.

posted by small 4:23 PM