Ah yes now there is a good question Steve, what did i think of him. He seemed nice enough, but as he was rather on the quiet side it was rather hard for me to say whether or not a liked him. I didn't dislike him, which i suppose is a good thing. I wasn't swept off my feet either. Admittedly a lot to ask for. I did feel that the last guy i had a "date" with, which was around this time last year we seemed to get on much better. That said he did send me a text saying that he didn't think we had a future, so what the heck do i know! There is the possibility that i will see this guy again, although i think his idea about meeting up would be for a walk with his dog on cannock chase. To be honest, that's really not my thing. Although i suppose maybe it would be if didn't have my stupid leg/knee/ankle thing going on and was 7 stone lighter.

If i do nothing it's safe, and i don't risk being hurt physically or emotionally. If i do nothing though any possibilities are somewhat stopped!

some of my demons I am meeting head on. Such as being in places were Derek is, and not running away. Others are more difficult.

Oh and when we walked to the cathederal he walked rather fast, i couldn't really keep up (plus i was wearing girly going out boots rather than sensible shoes)...and well...if it were me i would have slowed and kept pace.

I don't know!!

For those who haven't been to Lichfield it is really quite nice, the Cathederal is beautiful were some really amazing carvings. Me, i prefer the Burne-Jones at St Philips.

posted by small 5:27 PM