I need a holiday. I know i should be paying off my credit card, but i seriously need to get away from home. I'm looking at language and dance holidays, which seem like fun. Language in the morning, and dancing in the afternoon/evening. Or something. I think i'm going to start a new ing pot for a holiday fund. What i'm doing is surviving, not living. After all, i am now coming to the conclusion that it is now unlikely that i will have a boyfriend again, and i will certainly never have anyone want to marry me. And of course, i won't be having children because of this. Therefore, i need to do something other than get up, go to work, go home and go to sleep. Studying is ok, but when you distance learn, it's all at home!

most singles holidays seem to be around the 400+ mark, which is almost as much as i owe on my credit card... That said, if i am good next month, i could try and put all of my standby money onto it. That would bring it down by nearly a half.

My hope for going to Gorsley i think it pretty much down. I have a lot of camping equipment to buy, and it's not much cheaper on ebay to be honest, plus the cost of the weekend pass. I may still save up for the camping equipment, since things like a stove and pots, once i have them then i dont need to spend again!

posted by small 4:24 PM