I'm wearing my green jumper with little fake pearls on it today. I haven't worn it in ages because it was getting rather tight! Now it fits well which is another incentive for me to keep going.

It's odd about the different reactions that people have. One person can't believe i'm doing it, another who is supportive and says that perhaps i shouldn't go to lunch. Although i think it's a good idea as it makes me strong and prepares me for when i have to go to places and which people eat. At least at work i have the choice so it's good for me to be used to it!

I had my first choc mint shake last night. I did it hot and it's smelt lovely. Unfortunately it tasted vile and i just couldn't drink it. It's a shame. Especially since i have several more sachets of the stuff! Still, i think the hunger is finally beginning to go as it wasn't over bothered that i didn't have the whole thing.

It seems to have taken me longer than most people to get to this stage, possibly because i ate a lot of carbs and sugar before and it's taking me a while to get rid of them...or something...maybe my body is just as stubborn as my spirit!

Ok maybe that was then - now (around midday) i feel weak and shaky.

posted by small 11:01 AM