I've decided to go on an alpha course run by Yardley Baptist tonight. According to the AA it will take me 15 mins to get from my house to the house its being held in. I reckon it's close to 30 mins! I will time tonight, but at least it means that i can get home have a soup, feed the cat and then go out in plenty of time. There is a meal at the beginning which bothers me a little as i really do not enjoy explaining that i'm not eating and then refusing when it's pushed on me a further time. I want to be strong on lose this weight and get on with doing the things that i want to do and can't because i'm too big.

I'm definately revising this weekend. I hope to have finished all bar the gracchi section of block 4, and then whizz my way through block 5 which is my favourite. I'm not really feeling positive about the exam, but i just have to trust that i can do it. To be honest, i'm feeling a bit tired, maybe i need a break or something...

posted by small 3:41 PM